AB IN ADA

We are doing better. Last week was just not my week at all but this week is going better. This year is going to be a roller coaster but we are going to make it out thriving. 

Abby (my sister) was in Ada over the weekend for a wedding and I didn't even realize how much I missed her until I saw her. It was something I really needed and a piece of home. She came up on Thursday and stayed until Sunday. We had a grand time, she looked so pretty for the wedding and we got sister time. 

This was Abby's first time back at school since she graduated and I concluded there is no one else who loved college more than her. She was so invested with everything about COVID-19 and she wanted to be included on the roommate shenanigans. It was really cute and I think she needed to experience it again. 

My roommates were excited to see Abby and whenever you have two Brock sisters together, it automatically gets two times louder. I love when we are together because she knows how to calm me down when I am stressed out. 

I was really comforting to have her here this week with all the craziness and stress from the week before and I was able to vent and get it all out. I am hopeful things will start to look up and I start feeling somewhat of a normal again. 

Seeing her made me realize college is going by so fast and before I know it, I will be graduating. I really don't want to spend my weeks stressed and anxious about the future. My reminders for this week include:

1. Taking deep breathes 

2. Starting each morning with three things I am grateful for

3. Smile